Just a girl trying to survive in this world.
When I tell people I struggle with an ED, their reaction is
1) You’re not fat!
2) You’re too fat to have an ED!
I relapsed tonight. I tried to make myself throw up. And I couldn’t even do that properly. I failed at failing.
I can’t tell you though cause you’d get mad at me. But you’re the only one I want to tell. But it wouldn’t be fair to burden you with the knowledge. You’re not my best friend. You have someone else.
Plus I can’t let everyone else know I’m struggling. That’d be selfish. C has an actual reason to be upset. I dont.